Had over a million fights with Jon today. Honestly, I just want to row in a boat far far away, where noone can find me, and I could get some R&R, and not worry about what other people think, or what is expected of me. I want to talk to someone about it. But the only person I would want to talk to about it is Richard, but how can I do it when all the fights involve him? Grr.. men can be fucking stupid sometimes.